so many years since i’ve seen your face
here in my heart, there’s an empty space
where you used to be
so long, it was so long ago
but i still got the blues for you
– gary moore, still got the blues
i suddenly noticed that it’s been so long since my last post. when i left it was all about the christmas spirit, joy and snow here.
well, i didn’t really have the time of my life in february and march but i’ve seen so much worse before – so, eventually it is what it is, and i can’t control everything (maybe nothing, hmm) around me. sometimes it’s best to keep moving and leave everything behind.
i guess the reason i took this long break in posting is that i’m not good at sharing problems – in fact, i think this usually doesn’t do any good to me or to whoever listening. some problems unfortunately can’t be solved by talking about them and i find myself in the vicious kübler-ross cycle’s denial stage.
despite every moody thought in my mind and the cloudy weather that can be really depressing, i went out. i’m grateful that i have this welcoming, sweet, cozy white dog cafe right around the corner. i can’t resist finding comfort in these puppies with a cup of coffee. so, maybe i still got the blues but who hasn’t?